third eye

Hi, A few days ago I had a thought or a vision that a smoky rainbow prism refraction was emanating from the center of my forehead.  Last night, the skin between my eyebrows began twitching.  It was an odd sensation.  I decided to smoke CBDMJ a bit to see if that would relax me and help.  I had a bit too much and I was doing my best to not go down paths in my thinking that I didn't want.  I never went there probably because of the really low THC.  Later when I laid down I realized I had to relax into the twitch.  I don't know exactly the order chronologically, but I started having inner visions.  I feel like I had a peek at this woman with a white swimsuit on and Veronica Lake hair sitting in some either tropical or Egyptian getaway.  It had a Bond movie feel to it.  I saw her leg move.  Then a bunch outlines of human figures and faces showered my face.  I was overwhelmed, it was too much, I said so, said I was new.  It stopped, it wasn't scary, just too much.  I was in this plain hallway that was kind of dark and it spooked me a bit, I asked for it to be lighter.  It got a few shades lighter and then the image was done.  I saw the woman again and then I saw a man, he kind of seemed like he was of Asian decent..?  Had a red pill box hat with a tassel?  Am I making that up? Not sure.  Anyway the inner visions gave way to inner dialog with myself talking to something but it was myself I guess.  I had some good work, but can't remember everything.  I do remember that I realized I can make goals and they don't have to be career success driven.  Some were like rules to live by.  I had some ideas for a story I started and never finished.  My character can use his old ghosts to live in a body that can be refracted/reflected by light.  I cried, but not majorly, it was good and then I guess I fell asleep.

Dolphin Sounds

AS:  Can you talk about the dolphin language?

John Lilly:  No. I can tell you about them trying to speak English.

Aristotle, around 400 BC said, “the voice of the dolphin in air is like the voice of the human in pronouncing vowels and combination of vowels, but he can’t pronounce consonants.”  But we found that the consonants are the supersonic or ultra sonic frequencies, beyond human hearing.

Kutera DecCosta: Movement is a good communicator. You can communicate with dolphins  by mimicking them under water. You have to be a good swimmer, because they get board very fast.   But the more I can keep up with them like spiraling down and undulating, the more they really show an interest in checking me out.

J:  There is a scene in my film, Emerging Love Between Man and Dolphin, where I was doing the dog paddle [in the dolphin pool and Sissy is circling me doing the dog paddle too.

AS: After 40 years of being and studying dolphins what questions do you still have ?

J: I still want to talk to them.  That was part of problem and still is.

AS: What would you ask them?

J:  The history of the planet,.  They’re been around for 25 million years and probably have teaching stories that go way back like the Masi in Africa do. [Masi Merra is a nomadic tribe in Narobi,Kenya, Africa]  When Richard Llewellyn stayed with the Masi, heard their stories, he went and [looked ] up a Greek historian who had gotten the teaching stories of the Masi 2000 years before and they were exactly the same. So there is an oral verbal tradition that can carry over years.

AS:  Did you find there was an oral tradition or continuity of sounds of dolphins and whales  coming from one generation to the next?

K:  Well, I only know about the whales. About 5 years ago, Raphael and I were doing an album and we needed some whale sounds;  some of their songs.  I asked Roger Payne, a researcher, at the at  the International Whale Commission for help.  He said, “you can check it out , but I can tell you that the happiest and most beautiful whale sounds are from the 60’s and 70’s.  After that they  changed dramatically.”  So we ended  up using the whale sounds of the ’60’s.
AS: How do dolphins make their sounds?

J:  There are 4 sound sources.  Dolphins have lost their sense of smell,  but they use their nasal cavity to blow air back and forth to make sounds..
AS:  Is there a difference in sound between the two?

J: Whales have more frequencies.  The Blue whale has frequencies down where the elephant ; 10 cycles per second.  Human hearing stops at 20 cycles per second.

AS: Do dolphins have songs like whales.

J:  Probably.  They love music.  In my St. Thomas research lab we had a switch for music connected to a bungee cord.  And Peter, the dolphin  would have to grab a ball on the end of it and swum in order to close the circuit and start the music.  The first day we had it up, he swam for 8 hours listening to music.

K:  After Raphael and I released our album, Angels of the Deep and played it for the first time in the ocean with underwater speakers, we were surrounded by whales coming to check us out.

AS: Do you feel love from the dolphins when you swim with them?

K: I feel love and I also feel they zap me.

J:  Yes, right.

AS:  What do you mean zap you?

K:  Well when they send out their sonar, you can feel that on your spine, like prickling energy.  I can’t explain it more scientifically.  The feeling is great.

AS: Do you feel better or worse afterwards?

K: I have never felt bad after swimming with dolphins.  I always feel up lifted, my spirit soars and I fee l very grateful for having had the experience.

J:  A friend of mine, Beale Allen, swam with sperm whales in the Indian Ocean and she got zapped and she felt totally changed, you don’t even know her now.

AS:  So they send sound frequencies through your body?

K:  When John and I take people out on a Whale adventure you go into the water and you not only hear the sounds of the whales and dolphins you literally feel it.  Because the sound penetrates your body.  It is like being in a sound chamber.  It is a very unique experience.

AS:  I remember one time I was out with John in a boat and a group o f us were in the water swimming around, when we saw 6 whales approaching us about a mile away.  Then suddenly they were right in front of us, very close. They interacted and swam with us for about a half of hour to an hour. And it seemed to me, well, we call it whale watching, but time it was human watching.  They came with their youngsters, as if to say “that’s how humans look.”
It is a great experience to swim and look into the eye of a whale.  It  is very big and in there you look into eternity.  There you look into ancient, ancient knowledge.  In that moment everything stops and you connect with the eyes of the soul or the eyes of God.

more from https://www.awaken.com/2013/01/interview-with-john-lilly-on-dolphin-communication/

What I'm into today...

AS: John, once you saw them floating around what was so interesting about them?

John C. Lilly: Their brain size is larger than ours and they have voluntary erection of their penis.  There was a Tahitian trainer, at the Marine studios, who took me over to the training tank where he blew a whistle and Algae, the dolphin, turned over and erected his penis in 7 seconds.

Kutera DecCosta:  I had an experience while I was swimming with a dolphin in the wild. A dolphin came up next to me and I started to touch him and stroke his belly.  Suddenly he had this erection and literally wrapped his penis around my knee, as a  way to hook on to me.  Then he started to undulate and I was on top of him and I thought, “My god, what is happening here.”  It was his way to hook on to me.  It was quite an experience.

J:  They will tow you around with their penis.

AS: So they don’t just use their erect penis just as a sexual tool, but for other functions as well?

J: How the hell would I know!

from Awaken: https://www.awaken.com/2013/01/interview-with-john-lilly-on-dolphin-communication/

This morning

I'm branching out from the 50's on satellite radio and listening to 60's, 70's and 80's.  Today on  my way to work I put on the 70's and a song called, The Year of the Cat came on.  It was vaguely familiar and I was really enjoying it.  I saw that it came out the year I was born and for some reason the lyrics were making me think that this is what my mom must've felt like with a newborn me.  American Pie came on right after that and I switched it immediately to the 60's and The Walker Brothers were on!!!!!!  I laughed like a wild woman.  It was all right, kind of standard sounding whatever that means.  The DJ came on after it was over and said that the Walker Brothers weren't related and that none of them had the last name Walker.  He also said that one of them died recently so that's why I'm having these Walker Brother coincidences.  Later at work, I looked up the lyrics to The Year of the Cat....the lyrics have nothing that to do with what a mother would feel about her first year journey with her baby child!!  I laughed like a demented fool.  I texted my mom inquiring of her memories of that song and she replied, "How about that I hated that song".  I laughed like I spit my drink out.  Then I asked her if she ever heard of the Walker Brothers.  She loved them!

Al Stewart sort of doesn't care pose
It kinda sums up the album title

Also, yesterday I jammed out to Monkey by George Michael.  I totally forgot about that song!

I guess these bros were popular

I'm into album covers where the people posing don't give a shit.  It started off with some Ray Price album covers and yesterday I found these.  I have never heard of these brothers and apparently at one time they were more popular than Engelbert Humperdinck.

Here we go!

Can you see any familial traits?

They have me convinced that the sun will not shine anymore

They had enough songs for a collection, yet are still unfazed

The brothers don't seem to make it easy on themselves

They had hits, but remain unsatisfied.

You don't have to do anything we will psychedelic you up

Just hold this, throw these on and be you.

It's about time! This is the best one!  Cheers Bros!

Dip da dip da dip

I'm coming near the end of my satellite radio promo and have been listening to 50's on 5.  The playlist of songs make it seem like 50's were a surreal time.  Lots of songs about clothing, dying, angels, heartbreak, cars, random native american and wilderness themes with a good helping of Fatz Domino, a dash of Harry Belafonte and one shot of Sukiyaki.

Betty Lou got a new pair of shoes is solely (oh my god) about Betty Lou getting a pair of new shoes.
"Well she walked in the shoe-store, picked out a shoe 
Tried on a twelve, but that wouldn't do"

Some guy sings about his black slacks:

When I go places
I just don't care
You'd know why if you'd see what I wear
Black slacks pegged fourteen
Black slacks really are keen
Black slacks make a cool Daddy-o
When I put them on I'm a-rarin' to go 

Slacks were hip in the fifties.  This says a lot.

Eddie Fisher croons about a Dungaree doll painting her initials on his jeans, pasting his picture on her sleeve and wearing his beat up orange sweater.

I really love Mama look at Bubu by Harry Belafonte, in fact, I think I'm going on a Harry Belafonte kick.   

I thought Sukiyaki was from the 60s.  Somehow I heard it on the radio when I was little in the late 70s maybe...I guess it made a come back?

I just looked up!  It IS from the early 60s.  50's on 5 are trying to slip one by...Granted, the early 60's still have some of the 50's flavor.  Culture doesn't change overnight!  I still don't understand how I heard it as a kid.

I have regaled songs that I loved from my youth like, Running Bear loves little White Dove.  I have been introduced to new old songs like North to Alaska and a bizarre song about a fellow in Custer's army that had a premonition that he wouldn't make it through the battle.  "Please Mr. Custer!  I don't want to go!"  I'd love to hear how this song came to be.

"Okay, okay, what about this?  What if a guy in Custer's army is afraid to fight with him, like he knows, yeah, he KNOWS, that he isn't going to make it, that this is a bad idea and he pleads with Custer, he doesn't want to go!?"  

"You know what, Larry, I think you got something there!  We could have Indians grunting in the background and you do a mean arrow sound.  Ooo!  Get this, at one point the man can be bewildered, at the bridge, and say 'what am I doing here?!'"

"Yes!  Yes!  Throw in some derogatory slang for Native Americans and let's get to work on this right away!"

I actually like the way the song sounds and the oddness of it makes me laugh.  I do not condone the disregard for decency, humanity and dignity toward anyone and especially indigenous people that were nearly made extinct by a dominant culture.

  I love this!

This morning right when I got in the car and thought about the song Come on baby let the Good Times Roll, with a connection to the movie, Stand BY Me (that's how the announcer would say it on a recording from television we had on a VHS tape growing up).  When I turned the radio on it was mid-song, the next song had that familiar down beat, and I said aloud by myself "oh my god".  Come on baby let the good times roll!  Come on baby let me thrill your soul!  Let me thrill your soul.  You did, thanks!
  Thrill my soul all night long!

Egg moon

Okay, so this is odd.  I woke up at 4:14 Easter Sunday morning to hide the eggs for my kids.  It was still dark out but I heard the soft distant sounds of morning birds.  I looked up at the stars and saw the moon through the trees....it was an EGG MOON!  I mean, the moon was shaped like an egg.  I couldn't believe it.  I didn't see a Super Owl Cloud though, I looked.   I basked in the experience and did the work of the Easter Bunny.

Also, April's full moon is considered the Egg Moon in the Old English/Anglo-Saxon culture.  Who knew!

Me on the Weekend

Redacted Mueller Report

https://www.justice.gov/storage/report.pdf

Searchable version:
https://www.scribd.com/document/406729844/Mueller-Report

Commentary of the report via Jared Yates Sexton
https://threadreaderapp.com/thread/1118916747887882242.html

Trump is a traitor and must be removed.

Purple April

I've noticed this month has been a rather purple April.  Violets carpet the lawns and red buds are especially vibrant.  This month's full moon is also called the Pink Moon and maybe that's because of the all the pink or purple blossoms.

I've been collecting violets and using them for tea and eating the soaked blossoms and leaves.  I even made a tincture, I have to wait 6 weeks!

Whistling wind

In the wee hours I was awaken by a high-pitched swirling whistling wind.  The kind you hear in a movie about mountain climbing.  It almost sounded like a person was making the sound using some kind of instrument.  Our dog Cousteau and I were the only ones startled by it.  I only heard it for a few seconds longer and then the house was still.  Cous and I glanced at each other in the silence and then he nestled back in the blankets.  A tiny bit of fear struck me and my body started to sweat, I gave Cousy a pat and got up to check on my son in his room.  He and our other dog, Winston, were deep in sleep.  It took a bit to drift off again, but eventually I woke up groggy to my alarm clock.
As I headed out the front door I saw that I left a window open all night.

the worms crawl in, the worms crawl out

I saw a pigeon this morning and I felt like we were related.
There wasn't any deep sorrow about this, like a reincarnated relative,
it was more like a feeling of origin (oranges)
I think Darwin was into pigeons

Well, this last week has been a frazzler.
I've been dealing with my children being hosts to creepy crawlies.
I swear it would be great if I wouldn't get so damn crazed
when it comes to keeping clean and parasites.
I'm yelling at my kids when I see them in their pjs on my couch,
freaking out about invisible eggs, they're everywhere!
Last night my daughter got up in the middle of the night with complaints that her butt hurt
My son had the same complaint as he was writhing around before I made the unholy discovery by flashlight.
I'm thinking now, it was just her eczema due to too many daily showers.
We still have to clean more and we still have to take one last dose of the chalky banana medicine.

I don't think christian people need to get hung up on evolution being true or real or not.
Genesis is a creation story.  Of course anthropocentric man is going to place himself as close to god as possible.  The bible was written by man, take it easy on yourself.  We all know man is fallible.
Plus, the idea of god looking like us doesn't jibe with my vision.
God came to me as a cloud.
Letters were drawn in the space between the clouds
First it looked like dog and then it was plainly god
I stared and stared, was this what I was seeing?
It remained until, as clouds often do, it morphed in the wind
The "g" and "d" started looking more like eyes and the "o" created a different shape
My view panned out and above me was bulging muscled chest and spread out wings with the head of an owl.
So, in my personal view, god is a super owl cloud that only shows itself during an egg moon.


Also, the last few days I have witnessed three different red-tailed hawk couples' mating ritual.
Tis the season!

Bones of a Red Runt pigeon from Darwin's study
Robert Clark/Institute

Me on the Weekend

My daughter and I had a conversation right before bed the other night.  She was a bit emotional.  Told me that she didn't have magic eyes anymore.  I told her that we would figure out something to get her magic eyes back.  She said something about a mask, so we decided a mask would help and then she asked if I had magic ears.  I said maybe.  She asked what other magic things I had and then told me that she had magic everything.  At some point I felt guilty and was too serious and I told her that I was sorry that I yelled a lot and that I thought she was wonderful and then she said that I was sometimes rude.  I told her I was sorry and that I will do better.  Then she said she didn't want other parents and started to cry.  Then she asked me tearfully if I was going to die.  I kinda stumbled around and then said not until I'm old, old, old, old, really old.  Then she kept saying that with a distressed face--when you are old, old, old, old you will die?!  I changed it up and said that I will never really die and that I would be with her always and forever.  It sorta calmed her for a few minutes but then she started talking about her grandma Nelva who died in a fire or something and she was old old old old...she must be aware of her past lives or something, she is always talking about her mom and sisters and grandmas that I don't know and sometimes says they died.  One of them died in '32.  That's what she said.  We finally got passed that and she went to sleep, so I guess we're going to make masks this weekend to get her magic eyes back.

First ever image of a Black Hole!!

Reincarnation Instant Karma Breakfast

A body couldn't ask for anything more!

Good vibes

I'm feeling it.  My son is feeling it too.
Crystal energy to the rescue!

Observation #449

Hello!  I have noticed this year that Flickers are making a lot of noise the last week and a half.  I want to record this so that next year I will see if this is random or a time for Flicker calls. 

Also, I'm not sure if it's Flickers or Red-bellied woodpeckers. 

Operating on the 49th vibration.

I made a worry book and I'm getting excited about being creative with all my worries and fears.

Today's calendar art makes me happy and laugh a little.

Books in my stack:
Energy Medicine by Donna Eden (not Barbara Eden)
Rays of the Dawn by Thurman Fleet
Hope and Help for your nerves by Dr. Claire Weekes
There is a River; the story of Edgar Cayce by Thomas Sugrue

I've read the latter two already, Hope and Health twice.  The Fleet and Eden books are the type that I pick up here and again and look through.  I flipped to "Patience" in Rays this week and the next day I clicked on an Animal Medicine link in this Doowans website I found, you click on a peace-pipe smoking wolf, it randomly landed on Ants, which is medicine of patience.  I'm just going to go with the flow and accept that the universe is telling me to be patient.

What I learned this morning:
1. Telsa thought that crystals were living beings.  I'm totally down with that.  It goes with my thoughts that everything is alive.  I've been dabbling in crystal medicine.  Quartz and Iron so far.  I have a hematite heart.  Oh yeah, I remembered that specular hematite is an old love, I used to call it spectacular.  My old geology lab partner and I memorized some of our minerals using Guns n' Roses;  Apatite and my, my, my Serpentine!

2. There is something in our body called an omentum.  It's like a fatty mesh covering our stomach and liver.  I was more interested in the stomach mesh, called the greater omentum.  I read about it here in wikipedia.


Why am I turned off from law of attraction claims?  I always equate it with success in money and that repels me.  It doesn't seem very responsible.  Ah.  This reminds me of my sworn hatred of money because of my mom and dad's fights over money when I was a kid.  Ok, I got the answer.  haha!  Man, will I ever grow up?  love ya kid.