End of November

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Ambrose Bierce



Cuz I'm in a trance
And I sweat-ah
I don't wanna dance
I wanna go home-ah

This morning

Already saw my favorite quote of the day:

Blacula was such a deep movie for me  -Big Daddy Kane

I clearly need to see this movie.

Google Doodle for Gertrude Jekyll the Horticulturalist is awesome!

Found the book, Visions of Cody, in my car and instantly got that excited to read feeling.  Yes.

Who makes the Nazis?

of note

https://www.thedailybeast.com/reported-sonic-siege-at-us-uzbek-embassy-raises-suspicions-of-russian-involvement-in-cuba-attacks

More Kremlin chaos?  What is precipitating the surge in meddling with the world, Putin?  Is it money?  Why do the ultra rich always seem to need more?

too much orange

Too much orange causes self-centered and self-serving qualities, including pride, arrogance, and lack of care for others.

every day delivery

my sympathetic nervous system is
well oiled
A fleeting thought
inhibits a sickening chemical rinse
every day I check my phone
for the next attack
from our fake president
every day he delivers
psychological warfare

She's hip, she's cool, she's 2 years old

My daughter is calling thanksgiving: stuffsgiving
Sounds about right, should be the new name for black Friday or blue Monday
She says: moy for more, atchkey for actually
She told me to do something proper like Baabaa Waawaa.

Me on the Weekend

happy thanksgiving

I'm a visionary with nothing to sell

Monday Monday

Manson's dead
Every other day, every other day I used to rage about Monsanto
And that's what I miss now
My energies are spread so thin because I have to
rage about a new atrocity every day.
fuck you DJT and GOP
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Dicamba is a noxious floating mist that we sell and we sell you the designer seed that combats the poison mist that we sell
Fuck you Monsanto
Fuck you Monsanto
Monsatan
I want you out of my state
I want you out of my country
I want you out off the planet
You don't have the right to ruin our world
Manson's dead and the Mama's and the Papa's drone on

I just found this, enjoy!

Original vine

 This is the first image/video/vine? I tweeted! Simpler times in 2015.  My son would sing "hot dog bling" and my husband would follow "mustard, ketchup hot dog thing"  I like this song even though it has a sexist tone.

Is it just me or is Soul Mining a masterpiece?!

New wave hormones

My new obsession is herbs and tinctures.  I frequent Richard Whelan, Susun Weed, Henriette's Herbal websites trying to find herbal allies to human maladies, mostly mine.  Every tincture I find to my liking is added to my Amazon wishlist.  What should a 40 something woman do when she is having an existential crisis?  It's all normal.  It's all hormonal?  It's my life, don't you forget...and I want it to never end.



Herb tinctures I've tried: Motherwort(hormone balance, heart), Skullcap (nervine), Echineacea (immune system) and Elderberry(immune system).  All from Herb Pharm.
Also tried hemp derived cbd oil

Herb allies I want to try:  Cannabis cbd oil (illegal in my state and country which is a crime against humanity), Vitex (Chaste Berry), Red Clover, Reishi, psylocibin (microdose mostly)

Herbs in my back yard I want to use: Poke root for tincture(powerful immune system ally so use as last resort), Poke berries to swallow like pills (the seeds are poisonous, so don't bite them)

I found a new website that has a lot of articles on entheogens(also illegal and another crime against humanity), cannabis(must be legalized to combat the opioid crisis in my country) and other Herbs for mental health .

I'm not sure, but I think I'm suffering from hormonal imbalance.  It might be due to extended breastfeeding and unbridled anxiety.  Is it my pituitary gland?  Is it my adrenals?  Is it my estrogen?  Is it my progesterone?  Is it my insulin?  I don't know.  All I know is that I have hot flushes, nausea, shortness of breath and overall unwell feeling.

I managed to calm myself of my anxiety by reading Claire Weekes' Hope and Health for your Nerves. She recommends that you face your anxiety, accept it, float through it when it hits and let time pass to bring homeostasis to your over-sensitized nervous system.  She's really practical about it and shows that there is a pattern to all anxieties.  It is reassuring  that no one is a special case when it comes to sensitized nerves.

"I'm just a symptom of the moral decay that's gnawing at the heart of the country"

Sheriff

Hello Representative Steve Cohen

Make Marijuana Legal!  (and entheogens too)

Why do I listen to Jeff Session Lie?

Twinkies

Only song I sing in my head right now: "President Gas is President Gas again"

Consider your muscles

Consider your muscles. Lie down and visualize the whole organ that it is. Give it permission to relax at its tense spots. Let the sensation bounce around the circuit of points of tension. If you fear blood, veins, the beating of your own heart, release and welcome the electrical pulsation and the warmth it brings throughout your body. Keep releasing and tell yourself you are not afraid. You are a blue body with red muscles. You may shake intermittently, try to keep going back to your muscles. Must make muscles strong. Weak muscles will tense up and become deranged if a sudden awkward shift occurs in the body. Muscles must be strong for quicker reaction or response to sudden awkward shifts to the body.

-via benefits of ganja

Kremlin says

They do their best, they do what they can They get them ready for Viet Nam First rule is: The laws of Germany Second rule is: Be nice to mommy Third rule is: Don't talk to commies Fourth rule is: Eat kosher salamis

patterns

before the moon falls

Cult45

And all that time you're needing me
Is just the time I'm bleeding you
Don't you get it yet?

Paging Dr. Page

Carter Page

https://intelligence.house.gov/uploadedfiles/carter_page_hpsci_hearing_transcript_nov_2_2017.pdf

Paradise Papers

Offshore trove exposes Trump-Russia links...

Me on the Weekend

President gas on everything but roller skates

y'all saints day